so i’m moving into a new apartment this weekend. im basically all packed up and everything, meaning my half of my room is all boxed up and basically empty. it’s weird and a bit surreal.
even though i’m only moving a few blocks away from where i currently live, it’s still kind of terrifying. i’ve lived in my current place for almost four years now. i’m going to miss almost everything about living here.
if im to be quite honest with myself, the entire situation is starting to worry me. i’m moving into this new place with my boyfriend and i guess im starting to get all the butterflies that go with a commitment like that. we’ve been together almost a year now, and we know that we’re capable of living together for extended periods of time, so that’s not what worries me. i think im more just hung up about whether im really ready to essentially settle down at this point. is almost 22 years old to early? even though everything’s amazing, i’m allowed to be concerned about the off chance of us breaking up, right? i don’t know.
all i know at this moment is that i absolutely love this crazy bastard and it feels like the right thing to do right now. so, here’s to putting aside any of my ridiculous doubts and going with the flow.